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Hired a new support worker. She seems nice.
Regular exercise has shown results; I have a #BUTT!
It is small, but distinguishable from my thighs and back!
That and arm/leg muscles that are slightly visible without flexing. I am lucky in that i build muscle very easily, this is the two month ish mark.
Just got back from a convention in a progressive city where I went out of town with no guy clothes at all. Full femme for 5 straight (gay?) days.
So magical that I cried from joy several times. Had a harsh return to reality on the drive home realising that I didn’t feel safe getting out of the car at a coffee shop we stopped at in a rural area, so I had someone order my drink for me.
Amazing experience overall, and gives me the confidence to keep trying to live an authentic life.Good, how good it can be for closeted trans girl. At least stoichiometry is much clearer now :3
God loves me, my wife loves me, and (this is the new one) I love myself! Work sucks and church politics sucks and American politics sucks, but my joy transcends all that, I am loved!
I got silicone breast prosthetics a few weeks ago, and at this point, I only take them off to shower and get changed. I wore them to work (trades) for the first time this week. They make for a sizeable amd definitely noticeable difference, but people either didn’t notice it, or asked if I felt better with them, which I 100% do. Right now, I’m sitting in my car, inexplicably exhausted, getting really annoyed by how they are either pulling on my bra straps or on my chest and feeling glad I can still take my boobs off when I get home 😆
