

Aside what the helpful other comment said, it might as well be something of the neurodiversity spectrum that you don’t know of yourself. This may help you a lot understanding yourself and the source of your thoughts.
For me it seemed like yeah thats obviously depression, no, not it, then oh yeah totally hsp and it still might be, and adhs well kinda similar but still not it… And at some point I will know for sure. Well for myself I do but the diagnosis is underway now.
CB500 owners unite! Have a 1997 built one, it’s reliable and cheap and fur me as big guy I don’t usually get cramps.
It’s very forgiving since the weight is high (in comparison to more modern machines) while the power is moderate. Helped me a few times when I made mistakes!
Oh yeah and always dress for the slide!